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I need to focus more on my typography. My designs lack good typography.

Footwork Battle: ATN vs. Rory Rocket

Footwork is too damn sexy. Footwork > power.

Full Force vs. Knucklehead Zoo

B-boy King So. This b-boy is fucking AMAZING. He’s still doing the same shit from 2008-2009, but back then he was THE fucking all around b-boy (imo of course). He has footwork similar to Born, power like Bruce Lee, kills beats like no other and has his own flava. He’s my inspiration when it comes to style. I actually reconstructed my top rocks last year to be as clean as his.

John Mayer… When I was in middle school I was attracted to John Mayer’s music. It was a guilty pleasure that I didn’t want any of my friends to know about because I felt obligated to like only rap music. Rap > everything else.. that’s what my friends used to tell me. Wish I knew how to handle peer pressure back then.

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Social Networking & WordPress/Tumblr

Now that I don’t have a Facebook, I really do feel like I’m closer to my blog. No more headlines that’ll read, “I’ve neglected you, blog.” One thing I like about not being in an online social network is that now people who really want to contact me will have to contact me through my phone instead of Facebook. I felt like Facebook was starting to be the place to contact people and phones were being phased out. “Hey what’s your Facebook.” “Don’t have one. Here’s my number.” That sounds so much better.

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My Birthday (5 Days)

I really don’t know what to do on my birthday anymore because of my car situation. I’m on a fucking budget now. Only way to get my car is to not do anything for a month straight. I could probably squeeze in $5 a day to do whatever, but that’s still kind of pushing it. Fuck having bad credit! I wish I could go back in time and cut up the credit card my mom gave me right when I turned eighteen. STUPID!

I deleted my Facebook :]. Life feels much simpler without it. I felt like it was taking over my life because of how much I was using it. Sorry to all of my relatives that used it to keep in touch with me! You guys still have Perry and Sean lol. I actually also deleted my MySpace. I haven’t used that shit in days so I figured I might as well delete that too. Although I don’t receive much feedback on my blog, having my blog is good enough for me :].

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My Breakup

It’s really difficult.. mentally and physically. Different groups of friends look to see where I’m at by pointing out girls and asking if I think they’re cute. NO. That’s how I answer them… blunt no’s. Sometimes it’ll be a yes with a “whatever” attitude though. My heart just isn’t fond of anyone else and I don’t think it will be for a long time. This actually reminds me of something.. There has only been three girls that have mesmerized me EVER. First being Michelle, second being a girl that lives in Cali who I met back in ’06 and third being a girl who I met last year in April. I barely even know the third girl. I’d like to get to know the third girl, but I find myself having difficulty approaching her all the time. I’m not saying I’d like to get to know her cause I’m looking to get with her. I’m saying it cause I think she’d be an awesome friend. That’s in all honesty. Writing all of this makes me feel like I have a giant wall up for anyone who wants to come into my life. I was never this way before Michelle. I find myself being whatever about everything when it comes to a girl meeting me. “Hi, I’m Ashley.” “Hi, I’m Eric.” “Nice to meet you.” “You too… k bye.” If my conversations with girls were put in their simplest form then it would be like that all the time. It’s kind of funny to me. Yup, Michelle has left her mark.

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My Car Situation

Turns out that my credit is so amazingly bad that I can’t get a car with a $1k down payment. So fucking depressing to me. I went to the dealership all the way across fucking town to find out that I have to put down half the price of a car that I want as the down payment. FML. I’m so emo about this. I went to Easy Life to get a drink afterward. Sochy had asked me how I was doing and I told her I was depressed because of my car situation. Right before I left she hoped that my night would turn out better. I hoped for that too, but NOPE.. FUCKING JESUS RAISED HELL ON ME. The night just got worse lol. I’m so fucking unlucky with a lot of things in my life. I don’t know how I live with the kind of luck I have. Michelle knows how unlucky I am with everything. She always laughed at how bad my luck was and, for some reason, it always put me in a better mood when I heard her laugh. God, look at me reminisce. Anyways, looks like I have to save $3k more to buy my car. That’s about a month and a half. That also means I won’t be going out for that time. If anything, I’d have a budget of $5 a day to go out.

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My Subspace

The whole Desert Breeze area is bad subspace besides Easy Life. If Easy Life didn’t have mango slushies then I’d consider it bad subspace with the rest of Desert Breeze. You got lucky Easy Life ;]. “Why do you like Easy Life so much?” “Because Tea Planet or Tea Station (whatever the fuck you want to call that gay ass place) is filled with incompetent employees. Plus, Easy Life is pretty much down the street from my house AND it’s cheaper. The girls there are really nice too. Good subspace.”

Unforgettable, that’s what you are
Unforgettable, though near or far
Like a song of love that clings to me
How the thought of you does things to me
Never before has someone been more

Unforgettable in every way
And forever more, that’s how you’ll stay
That’s why, darling, it’s incredible
That someone so unforgettable
Thinks that I am unforgettable too

I recommend that you read Scott Pilgrim’s Precious Little Life Vol. 1. You’ll understand what subspace is when you’ve finished.

If I could I would keep this feeling in a plastic jar. Bust it out whenever someone’s acting hard.